I am often asked by media shows whether I have dreams for Pak and I do.. I give them swiftly because I have thought about how I want my country to be- I am an artist- I paint watercolours etc- so for me dreaming about my country is like painting a painting… i know what i want my country to look like in terms of nuts bolts- — i also would like to share my key motto that drives me through tough times- i always have targets- its my citibank training- i always need to have a strategy and i always try and measure and do a swot analysis- thats how i am trained! so anyway coming back to my motto, ..this is a secret i have shared only with the great teams i have made and worked with during the course of my professional career– and now i am sharing it with all of you- my motto is— “dreams are for real”… DRFR ( this motto was born in mid 2003)
My dream for Pakistan is for it to be a “just, developed, industrialized, agriculturalized giant nation-state”.
and my plan to get there is a sign off on a vision 2030 document…
Anyway, coming down to why I am sharing this with you at 8am this morning…first thing in the morning on my desk.. because last night I had a nightmare… i had in effect a bad dream that woke me up, shook me up, and made me cry. Yes i as a politician also cry and I am not ashamed of having emotions… I remember as a young girl being told ‘crying is a sign of weakness’ and i used to retort back..’crying is a healthy sign that i am not emotionally dead’…
now the nightmare- i cant believe i am sharing this with you, but since this relates to my work and this diary is all about my work so here goes….
i was in midst of civil war scene- with terrorists burning vehicles- pouring acid on me – men women children running around the streets aimlessly trying to save themselves- tankers burning- it was chaos – when i woke up i could feel acid burns on me- my son who is going to turn 12 soon consoled me in the morning… “mama you are my hero, and you are a hero for pakistan too-if you have had a bad dream, get back in the dream and fix it- thats your job as mna.” well … brave deep thoughts for a young boy who is normally terrified of my anti taliban statements and hates the exposures i take talking about justice …
so … my dream is actually a reflection of what i am seeing on a daily basis in Pakistan- something i scream myself hoarse discussing on talkshows/ in assembly/ in jalsas… but the bottomline is.. i can either just keep seeing the burning around me or i need to push govt to resolving– that is the idea- but to tell you the truth –we have failed to make govt fix it… most politicians are so caught up with musical power chairs that few have the time to fix things– that was my point about national govt where opposition would be parliament, media, judiciary, civil society, and everyone would spend more time governing, resolving, serving people rather than ruling vs pulling rulers down.
Anyway… I have a long day ahead of me- delta work- discrimination on bb income forms for gb- i have just had talk with legislators from gb who have said farzana raja came to distribite forms and unlike how they were distributed for rest of country- ie equally between all parliamentarians irrespective of party affiliation- in northern area- as election ploy about 30,000 have been handed over to ppp workers and 20,000 to assembly members- i had predicted this due to what my mnas had told me and i had thankfully warned pm in a letter – the pm took notice of it and has asked her ministry for an explanation- despite that she went ahead and did this discriminatory act- its almost like the centre feels they can do what they want against all norms in gb-
how many issues do i need to champion- do all of you relaize how exhaustive it is-
anyway talk to all of you later- i want to do solid work for friday meeting – prep work and i have my hands full otday with an IT cttee meeting on ptcl performance too- and then i need to help my son with a project on keeping our rivers lakes clean- considering its my pet subject i better be a good mom and help him well!
adjournment motion submitted with party leadership approval on sir creek…
I beg to move that the business of the House do now adjourn to discuss an Adjournment motion of urgent public importance of recent occurrence namely: Pakistan’s position on Sir Creek dispute with India, and strategy for resolving this dispute as per its official position.
The IT cttee meeting…meeting started with chairman and members taking strong exception to president ptcl not showing up to meeting without giving committee any notice- highly non serious attitude condemned- then tehre was no presentation on slide format- when asked why excuses made- hard copy of presentation needed to be circulated which was not- tehse examples are important since parliament has to assert or else it doesnt get taken seriously by certain orgs. anyway right at the beginning it was learnt that 26% shares gave ptcl management control as per recent decision taken by shaukat tarin in ccop meeting- this is very serious for all 23 future privatizations-
then after 1hour we moved to the presentation which appeared as hard copy- they wanted to skip first page where expansions of technical nature were written- we didnt let them – we asked line by linefirstly the optic fibre cable systemexpansion details were sought – they had given no details- they will present in nxt meeting
nxt the billing which was a main concern was questioned as to why billing was not being sent as full bills- when i asked the cost of teh saving they didnt know except 12 mm pages would be saved every month- when i asked total cost in terms of manpower etc- they were cluless- they will provide- in meantime they declared they had started a survey asking customers whether full billing was needed or not- they were cluless as to cost of survey- imagines surveying 4 mm customers and not having cost methodlogy – so unprofessional- then one of their directors tried to get cheeky as to why the cttee needed to know such details- thats it- he got a lecture on legislative oversight over executive- it was v painful for them- when they made a statement that saving cost wasnt a concern it was something else- that got us more wired us to what that something else which tehy were not declaring was- anyway then came entreprise resource planning system- which they werent willing to explain- ofcourse i asked cost of MIS system benefits etc- which they didnt have- nxt was IMEWE- CVV3/CVV4 and now I V by oct nov – $45mm was spent on it- i wanted to know exacts as to whether there would be any service guarantees security etc.
nxt was dense wavelngth division multiplex expansion- they were asked to give the cost of this expanision and benefits- the list is long but on pak internet network i asked future expansion plans- exact internet expansion during 199-2007– then 2007-8 and then 2008-9…i asked if tehre were any customer loyalty programs since sign ups had not expanded as per earlier estimates- we also discussed house rent allowance for ptcl employees and vacancies- the last 2 points were anothe rMNA’s contribution… anyway next time they will take this ctttee seriously and we will ensure improvement in tehir productivity- legislature can only be strong if we exert ourselves and not shy back- it was quite a grlling- i wld have hated to be on other side of my questioning-
PJ Mir talkshow – fwd bloc leader on same show- imagine the kind of politics we are stuck in-
Dinner wth GF and family- what a delight as usual…